Everything's fine. Everything is fine. I've been forgetting more frequently lately, but I've always been a bit absent minded. So what if I can't remember what happened in the past hour. I was probably just wasting my time on the internet. It's a bit of a nuisance. That's all...
And I thought black outs were an issue. Hah! People are being murdered in the area. That's way more of a concern. No one I know has died yet, but it's still something to watch out for. I'd better not travel alone any more. Who knows what could happen if I went into a black out by myself with a killer on the loose?
I wonder why they're all looking at me like that. Do I have something on my face? Did I say something wrong? Shoot, how did I get here? I'd better...is that blood on my sleeve? I don't see any cuts on me. Where did that come from?
They told me to talk to a doctor about the time lapses. They aren't saying what they really mean. They know the things I've done that I can't remember. Oh God, please help me. I don't want this to be true. I don't want to have done those things. This can't be real.
The doctor is so... nice. I can't stop crying, but, somehow...he makes me feel like a human. I don't know what I've been doing, but he does. And he doesn't hate me for it. I'm just tired, so tired. I've been trying not to sleep in case a different me wakes up, but with the doctor watching, I don't think he'll let another me hurt anyone else. I'm going to go to sleep now...as soon as the crying stops. I hope I don't kill the doctor...
[I woke up not knowing if the split personality murders happened or not. Gah!!!! Also, there was a point where a girl used her skirt as a cape to bull-fight with a car, which I found rather amusing, but not at all relevant to the rest of the dream.]
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